Emmy

Jaha,
Ett nytt år har börjat.
Första skoldagen sen lovet nu, skulle varit igår men det blev lite skumt.

Det har just slagit mig att mina underbara små ume änglar som går i 3an på gymnasiet kommer sluta nu till sommaren, dom växer upp och lämnar skolan. Gissar på att nga säkert kommer gå universitetet men ändå..
Svider när jag tänker på att jag skulle också bli klar nu till sommaren.

Well, Life does suck I guess.

I make the most of all the stress
I try to live without regrets
But I'm about to break a sweat
I'm freakin' out
It's like a poison in my brain
It's like a fog that blurs the scene
It's like a vine I cant untangle
I’m freakin' out

Everytime I turn around
Something don’t feel right

Just might be paranoid
I’m avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don’t know what it is,
but I just don’t fit
I’m paranoid


I take the necessary steps
to get some air into my chest
I'm taking all the docters meds
I’m still freaking out
That’s why my ex is still my ex
I never trust a word she says
I’m runnin' all the background checks
And she's freaking out

Everytime I turn around, something's just not right

Just might be paranoid
I’m avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise?
I don’t know what it is
But i just don’t fit
Consider me destroyed
I don’t know how to act cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid (must be paranoid)
and I never thought it would come to this
I’m paranoid

Stuck in a room of starring faces
I’m caught in a nightmare cant wake up
If you hear my cry, running through her streets
I’m about to freak
Come and rescue me

Just might be paranoid
Yeah
I’m avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise? (can someone stop the noise)
I don’t know what it is
but i just don’t fit
Consider me destroyed (considered me destroyed)
I don’t know how to act
'Cause i lost my head
I must be paranoid (must be paranoid)
I never thought it would come to this
I'm paranoid